There is a lie I tell myself most nights
What's happening to me is the same for you
I know that I am just keeping my mind
From racing off to darker places
Because I'm not sure what I'd do
If all my deep seeded fears came true
Now I just want to feel okay
With the person that I am these days
You changed me, but not for the better
The notes you wrote
I've kept them on my wall
Just dumb reminders of times I felt wanted
And I can't help but hope that you'll feel
Regret for something you wish you could
Go back and recreate
But these hopes are fading fast
Now I just want to feel okay
With the person that I am these days
You changed me, but not for the better
Knowing all that I held on to
Was meaningless to you
Knowing all that I held on to
Was meaningless to you
Knowing all that I held on to
Was meaningless to you
To you
Now I just want to feel okay
With the person that I am these days
You changed me, but not for the better
Now I just want to feel okay
With the person that I am these days
You changed me, but not for the better
Not for the better