I'd like to break inside my head
I can't keep telling myself that I feel fine when all I feel is numb
Self worth is only worth so much to me
Picture perfect imperfection is all I ever see
When did life decide that I was done
I'm not the kid I used to be
Someone please tell me what happened to me
I'm giving up on giving up
I'm giving myself every chance to get back up again and face the world today
I might not have my own life again
No rush to move on to better things
All it takes to rise above is just to try
I've given this a lot of thought
And found nothing but dead ends and misunderstandings in my past
It's not something I can ever leave alone
I won't let the past get the best of me again
I'm not the kid I used to be
Someone please tell me what happened to me
I'm giving up on giving up
I'm giving myself every chance to get back up again and face the world today
I might not have my own life again
No rush to move on to better things
All it takes to rise above is just to try
I tried so hard to understand
I couldn't let myself be honest
I caved in under my own pressure
I caved in under my own pressure