There is a lie I tell myself most nights What's happening to me is the same for you I know that I am just keeping my mind From racing off to darker places Because I'm not sure what I'd do If all my deep seeded fears came true Now I just want to feel okay With the person that I am these days You changed me, but not for the better The notes you wrote I've kept them on my wall Just dumb reminders of times I felt wanted And I can't help but hope that you'll feel Regret for something you wish you could Go back and recreate But these hopes are fading fast Now I just want to feel okay With the person that I am these days You changed me, but not for the better Knowing all that I held on to Was meaningless to you Knowing all that I held on to Was meaningless to you Knowing all that I held on to Was meaningless to you To you Now I just want to feel okay With the person that I am these days You changed me, but not for the better Now I just want to feel okay With the person that I am these days You changed me, but not for the better Not for the better