I'd like to break inside my head I can't keep telling myself that I feel fine when all I feel is numb Self worth is only worth so much to me Picture perfect imperfection is all I ever see When did life decide that I was done I'm not the kid I used to be Someone please tell me what happened to me I'm giving up on giving up I'm giving myself every chance to get back up again and face the world today I might not have my own life again No rush to move on to better things All it takes to rise above is just to try I've given this a lot of thought And found nothing but dead ends and misunderstandings in my past It's not something I can ever leave alone I won't let the past get the best of me again I'm not the kid I used to be Someone please tell me what happened to me I'm giving up on giving up I'm giving myself every chance to get back up again and face the world today I might not have my own life again No rush to move on to better things All it takes to rise above is just to try I tried so hard to understand I couldn't let myself be honest I caved in under my own pressure I caved in under my own pressure