I'm frozen with self-destructive feelings
Built so deep inside
I'm broken, shattered and scattered
Like I have no way to find
Eternal night
Infighting, why?
How can you understand me
If you're trapped inside these walls
I fear, though, to reach your eyes
And get lost inside your thoughts
A shield to fight
A mirror to the blind
So I do waste
The days looking the horizon
I fade away
To keep my prison untouched for now
Numb
I'm near now, I feel the essence
Of your poisoning despise
Not so cold, but feel my body freezing
Now I'm paralized
Can't look at you
No time to run
So I do waste
The days looking the horizon
I break the years
By raising up my voice
Can't find
Lost light
Dead eyes
Abdicate from what you loved the most
Frustrated, it's like it's never far enough
The World's in front of me, and I don't know why the fuck I hesitate
My pockets filled with all the shit that makes me wanna give up
My life. Don't cry
I'm never gonna die inside your mind
'Cause you made me your Nemesis
And you can reach for the truth at the Sea
But I'mma make your head my souvenir
My hands
Will carry death wherever I go
And I smell of pain
Like someone who just survived
What doesn't kill
Will make deep scars that will hurt so hard
This pain. This Nymph
My past. My dreams
So I do waste
The days looking the horizon
I keep my faith
But the fire is fading out
'Cause nothing can
Make me smile again
Since you turned up your face
I was dead