Always been loud in a quiet way I always feel alone in a crowded place I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know I don't know I get sad on my birthday I wanna talk back in the worst way I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know what to say I wanna throw it all away I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da, mmm Find me in the club looking golden I know everyone, I got no friends I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know I don't know And I never know what to say 'Til I'm already walking away Wanna punch you in the face But I won't, but I might, but I won't And I don't wanna play I wanna throw it all away I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me But you'll find my body covered in confetti I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da ♪ La-da-da-da-da