I spend some time with a therapist I'm saying what she wants to hear But I don't act on it I feed myself with calories It seems to be the only thing that puts my mind to ease I'm quite aware I'm falling back Comparing myself with some strangers on the internet A special place for everyone But where the hell is mine? It seems as if I'm always moving on Millions ways To follow grace But I don't even start, 'cause Right now I'm not good enough for myself How can I just break up with myself? I'm running out of water And I just wanna be my mother's daughter I'm wasting days excusing me For all the times I didn't use my opportunities I hurt myself with honesty It cuts so deep and only feeds my insecurities Million ways To follow grace But I don't even start, 'cause Right now I'm not good enough for myself How can I just break up with myself? I'm running out of water And I just wanna be my mother's daughter I'm a masochist most of the times And I despise society for always telling me How to love myself And how to behave When I just want to survive until the end of the day, yeah Right now I'm not good enough for myself How can I just break up with myself? I'm running out of water And I just wanna be my mother's daughter