Hey Sorry you won't be able to reach me for a while
I'm just-
I'm going through something
Everything's uncertain now
Still have no identity
I don't know what I'm on, yeah
Well - I don't wanna freak you out
I reach out to my younger self
Just wanna make her proud, yeah
I missed your call
I won't call back
Cause- Cause my brain gets hijacked
I- I don't know if I'm okay
What's going on
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
Thought that I'd be better now
No answers to your questions
Who the fuck am I to know, yeah
Well- I don't think it matters though
I wake up every morning
Thinking I won't make it through, yeah
I missed your call
I won't call back
Cause- Cause my brain gets hijacked
I- I don't know if I'm okay
What's going on
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
You're sitting on my doorstep
At 3AM
You're too afraid to ask
How I really am
I don't say a word
Just stay quiet
You're lighting up the dark
With your cigarette
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate
I am trapped in a game
That I can't win
When I'm hiding
I am sick of playing
But my fate won't participate