Wander My mind always wanders Kicks my head up and under To a beautiful place And I pass out Why do I always pass out? Leave a mess when I black out Forget everything I said And I don't know if I can wait for you Cause I'm too far gone And I'm starting to come down again Won't you fix me up with Another dose of my favorite medicine? Yeah I needed distance To see the irony of it all The thrill of giving up control Thrill of giving up control There's no easy way to fix this And I don't have a cure for it now The thrill of giving up control Thrill of giving up control Restless Why am I so fucking restless? So caught up in these bad dreams Got me sleeping on the edge of my bed And I slowly start to realize That I'm too far gone And the good things in life Don't wait for you So don't wait for me Yeah I needed distance To see the irony of it all The thrill of giving up control Thrill of giving up control There's no easy way to fix this And I don't have a cure for it now The thrill of giving up control Thrill of giving up control And I still can't get enough Not enough, not enough no And I'm sinking in my cup Fill it up, fill it up now Not enough, not enough no Fill it up, fill it up now Not enough, not enough no Fill it up, fill it up now