Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again Ohh, don't know if you get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am, mhh-mm That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Tryin' every day when I hold my breath Spinnin' out in space pressin' on my chest I don't wanna lose control I don't wanna lose control