I don't seem to know how I should be feelin'
These demons
I lost ma focus now im back again (back again)
Rappin' 'bout my problems but i'm lowkey feeling dead again
(Dead again)
My friends
Always got my back when i'm tryin' something new
But will I be the one to help them I ain' got no clue
Yea it's true
From all the stress I wanna puke
Chewed up like bubble gum
In the end I felt so dumb
Sorry that I thought 'bout givin' up because of scum
And that I was drinkin more and more till I was fucking numb
I wouldn't think this would go somewhere
But everybodys believin' in me gotta go forward
Yea we're livin' here n there
Grindin' for my goals until there's no more air to spare
Yea
I don't seem to know how I should be feelin'
These demons try to stop me from believin'
They told me money ain't appealing
But I want my money high up to the ceiling
Yea these demons are talkin' so crazy
Why are they still
Chasin' me
Now I don't know how to feel
Always hoped this shit ain't real
Curse somebody's mind and then break it
I don't even wanna fake it
Worked my ass off
'Till I drowned in my own fucking sound
And in the end i'm nowhere near the top
I'm still stuck at the ground
But I
Learned my lesson cursed the world
Like fuck this world
Wanted it all to burn
Now I'm sittin' here and writin' 'bout that what a turn
Yea now I'm fightin all these demons that's the shit I fucking earned
I don't seem to know how I should be feelin'
These demons try to stop me from believin'
They told me money ain't appealing
But I want my money high up to the ceiling
Yea these demons are talkin' so crazy
Why are they still
Chasin' me
Why are they still
Chasin' me
Why are they still
Had so many dreams and even more damn opportunities
Drank too much and lost reliability
Always thinkin' 'bout how I'm gonna do shit right
Just to fuck it up then stray away further from the light
I don't seem to know how I should be feelin'
These demons try to stop me from believin'
They told me money ain't appealing
But I want my money high up to the ceiling
Yea these demons are talkin' so crazy
Why are they still
Chasin' me