(Kennison) Well it's hard to explain All this hurt and this pain That you caused me when I was with you And the sorrow won't end when My heart never mended and by that time it ripped in two And even though your instincts lied You can't control my life That's why I've survived And I killed myself for you But I've undone what you put me through Good God you almost had me Down on my knees I guess I always will be married to the wreckage But separated from the pain Well it's hard to believe That you'd ever concede that My fire had ended with you And though words cannot change You always arranged to control the things I fought for too So tell me how does it feel To watch it all end 'cause here I come again And I killed myself for you But I've undone what you put me through Good God you almost had me Down on my knees I guess I always will be married to the wreckage But separated from the pain And the lies that you thrust upon me Every single night But it's alright Revenge is mine And I killed myself for you But I've undone what you put me through Good God you almost had me Down on my knees I guess I always will be married to the wreckage But separated from the pain Feels like a thousand years