FIREMAN was one of the first songs we wrote in a small cabin In Austria right after finishing the KAOS tour in December 2018 Sadly this is not the first song I wrote about a person I've lost (Your mama is thinking of) (Every little mess you made) (Like the fortress that you've build) (For yourself) My sisters first kid was diagnosed with cancer He had a tumour in his head and the doctors were losing hope Although this might make you lose hope as well My little boy really did everything he could to stay alive Fight the disease and still had a laugh on his face Seeing his energy was amazing and I think kids can do incredible things Experiencing something like that is heartbreaking But also heartwarming Because of the way my sister, her boyfriend and their little boy were handling the situation They outgrew themselves and took great care of each other I sang at his funeral and afterwards my sister asked me to record the song It wasn't this one It was some kid's song about birds he loved But I thought he needed his own song and I sincerely hope she still likes it