I grew up in a house in the hills In a town you'd call Heaven Don't know what I'm talkin' bout That shit severed when I Grew taller than the eyes could see Got sick of everybody always talkin' at me In my head they aren't civil Can't live a little Taking every step Getting stuck in the middle again I can't wait Got to pick up the pace Trippin' on my feet In the thick of the chase And the whole damn time been trying my best Now I got to get it off of my chest I'm not feeling the best Feeling the best I'm feeling my chest It's beating harder than my feet every step Damn it's beating my ass I don't wanna go to work in the morning I don't wanna go to nothing important I just wanna sip a smoke and ignore it I won't even get a shot to explore it I just wanna fall to the beat of the music I could take it all like I don't even care I just wanna fall but it's been so confusing Do you wanna know if you're really there I've been fuckin' around With my head in the clouds it's not selling I've been trynna figure it out since I was seven and I Grew taller than the eyes could see Scared of heights I can't stand the anxiety Not fair it's not simple Can't live a little Catching my breath on a drag Two minutes again I can't wait 'cause I think I might break It would take too long to put the pieces in place And the whole damn time been trying my best Now I got to get it off of my chest I'm not feeling the best Feeling the best My heart's failing like I cheat on a test And it's beating my ass I don't wanna do it another day I can't even think of nothin' to say No no I just wanna fall and wish it away I don't need another reason to stay I just wanna fall to the beat of the music I could take it all like I don't even care I just wanna fall but it's been so confusing Do you wanna know if you're really there I just wanna fall to the beat of the music I could take it all like I don't even care I just wanna fall but it's been so confusing Do you wanna know if you're really there I just wanna fall to the beat of the music I could take it all like I don't even care I just wanna fall but it's been so confusing Do you wanna know if you're really there