These moments hurt the worst
And they still stay with me
Please calmly lock the door
This is my calamity
Slowly diving in to my thoughts
I put so deep
Trauma tied so tight
I can barely even breathe
All those words you said
They alone bear the weight
Of nervous ticks hyper fixed
On being afraid
These moments hurt the worst
And they still stay with me
Please calmy lock the door
This is my calamity
I find it hard
To blame this all on you
But as it stands you know it's true
Just take it all from me
Get your fix and make it quick
I'm having trouble resurfacing
In this never ending abyss
These moments hurt the worst
And they still stay with me
Please calmy lock the door
This is my calamity
These moments hurt the worst
And they still stay with me
Please calmy lock the door
This is my calamity