In time I'll find
Some peace of mind
It's taken over me
Can't seem to make it bleed
I'll try and try and try and try
This knife that I'm holding
Is now dull
Will you put it to my skull
Carve some happy thoughts and all
Those things you see
Breathe in breathe out
And push my dreams down
Cause I
Can feel the pressure building
It will break right through ceiling
Just remember what they say
And what they dared instilled in me
Happy thoughts
And fade the others out
These pills you take are working
Why do you have these doubts
A healthy balanced obsession
With depression feel it pressing
And I know it's there
Don't you tell me that it's not
Sorry I spoke up
Sorry I woke up
I won't tell
So I'm writing you this letter
Please just read it this time
I promise this is real
I love you I want help
Happy thoughts
And fade the others out
These pills I take aren't working
I finally threw them out
I feel it creeping up on me again