I just wish I could let go of this
Move on pretend that I'm over it
But I know you won't see it
It's all lies deceit I will admit
I just wish I could tell you everything
Although my mind won't let it be
I'll calm down in time before you remind
Me that I'm not enough
I don't wanna be vulnerable
It makes me so uncomfortable
What do you want from me
I honestly can't stand to face it
I've tried but I just quit
I wanna move past this
But I can't find the magic
To make this less tragic and unhealthy
What this boils down to
I just still don't know why I am crying
Can't explain feelings inside
And I just don't know why
I can't be vulnerable
Vulnerable I've tried and
I've tried but I just can't confide
I just can't trust you to choose
To hear my voice through your abuse
In fear, I soothe your conscience for you
Forget I even brought it up
Like you do
Like you do
Broken emotions
Fear of your motives
That's how I feel
That's how I feel
Are you happy now
Please don't tell me
It's all in the past now
Surely you see how
I've fought tooth and nail to reclaim
My sanity from this pain