Wasted myself in an endless spiral
The poison, it flows, a violent viral
Save me from my insides now
It speaks of sorrow
I may just yield now
Silence prevails all around me
Strive to survive what surrounds me
The pain, the tyrant
It controls my soul
And breaks the walls
I'm going
Down
End my pain
Fuck
What have you learnt?
Your shadow yearns
For my light
It's fading
I watch my mind decay to remains
I cannot save myself
An eclipsed reflection
Flatlines cascading through you
An Orphaned state of mind
Fragmented Isolation
An empty, pale canvas
Slowly slipping away
I wish I was born asleep
Must be more to this life
A reckoning
A civil war I can't fight
Within myself
There's no one else
To save me
I can't escape this empty maze
It's caving in
Minutes, Hours into Days
Yet time stands still
There's me to kill
It Remains
What have you learnt?
Your shadow yearns
For my light
It's fading
What have you learnt?
Your shadow yearns
For my light
It's fading
The pain it distorts
Its way to your heart
Please now
Save me
This perpetual suffering
Has no means of ending
My train of thought
Obsolete existence
Viewing life through broken
Monochromatic lenses
Time woven space
Imploring death
Guided by my lunacy
My soul atrophies
My Perpetual Suffering
It Remains