The TV in the next room wakes me up, I'm not quite sure I'm ready for the morning Cause I wasn't scared and things made sense when I was asleep and dreaming You walk through the door but say nothing, so I keep staring somewhere else I've gotten so good at lying, if you want I could give you a little hope I have mexico on my front porch if you'd like to join me we can make out til it gets too cold or you try to stop me And you don't have to be in love, just as long as you're happy Let this darkness be our blanket so we don't get too lonely I wish I talked up, I wish I'd made up my mind to tell you from the start But I was afraid it was easier to break an already wounded heart Well I've got my friends and we've got these pills to help us have fun on the weekend But I can't forget that i won't forget, I'm tired of trying to pretend.