Woke up again with a gun to my head Swear it's not a mistake, it's the felling I dread The ceiling's on my chest Kinda feelin' depressed I'm at a party with no friends (hey) Wishing it would end (hey) Show up just to get high, jealous of the old times And I wanna fuck up my whole life, yeah, yeah, yeah Can you see me? I'm just stuck on repeat Like a broken TV from 2009 I wish I could die I wish I could die In 2009 This is the last time I'm going all night My friends are wasted They're busy chasin' dreams and girls and boys While I'm stuck in a fringe state, terrified of livin' I hear a voice in the air (hey) Demons everywhere (hey) Show up just to get high, jealous of the old times And I wanna fuck up my whole life, yeah, yeah, yeah (The walls are closing in) Can you see me? I'm just stuck on repeat Like a broken TV from 2009 (yeah) Can you see me? I'm just stuck on repeat Like a broken TV from 2009 I wish I could die I wish I could die In 2009