Lost another perfect day I know I'll never feel the same This mental poison in my veins Feels like I'm insane Where did everything go wrong? Can we put my life on pause? Master of self-sabotage Screaming but the pain goes on and on I love it when you hate it Why am I so complicated? Your feeling ten for ten I'm just stuck here feeling dead I love it when you hate it Why am I so complicated? It was a lose lose from the start Stitch by stitch, I'm ripped apart Another day, another breakdown My bank account got me stressed out I'm not okay, my car just broke down Why can't shit ever just work out? I lost the person I used to be I'm a walking catastrophe Got me begging on my knees Somebody (just fucking kill me) Where did everything go wrong? Can we put my life on pause? Master of self-sabotage Screaming but the pain goes on and on I love it when you hate it Why am I so complicated? Your feeling ten for ten I'm just stuck here feeling dead I love it when you hate it Why am I so complicated? It was a lose, lose from the start Stitch by stitch, I'm ripped apart