There's a hole in my heart but I'm not dead yet
Numb the pain to avoid what's inside my head
I can't be alone for another night
Just me and my thoughts and I
Need something to fix my mind
Alone for another night
Need something to fix my mind
I've never really liked me much
Always doubt my stuff
Never felt enough
I don't know why it hurts but it does
To always be high and numb
And Medicated
Ah ahh
Medicated
Ah ahh
Medicated
Ah ahh ah
I'm messed up and faded
I'm done being medicated
There's a future ahead but it's all grey
It's all grey
So God if you exist can you help me
I'm not okay
I can't be alone for another night
Just me and my thoughts and I
Need someone to fix my mind
Alone for another night
Need someone to fix my mind
I've never really liked me much
Always doubt my stuff
Never felt enough
I don't know why it hurts but it does
To always be high and numb
And Medicated
Ah ahh
Medicated
Ah ahh
Medicated
Ah ahh ah
I'm messed up and faded
I'm done being medicated
They ain't ever tell you what it's like to grow up
Always in a rush yeah
I'm in a rut yeah
I'm feelin' stuck yeah
I'm feelin' numb
I wanna go
Leave it all behind
Yeah I'm sick of being low
Throw away the pills I just gotta take control
Who am I
Yeah I really gotta know
Don't wanna lose myself
I can't take the pain
I'm in a living hell
Jaded all the time
I wanna change myself
Rearrange myself
'Cause I'm way too high and numb
And Medicated
Ah ahh
Medicated
Ah ahh
Medicated
Ah ahh ah
I'm messed up and faded
I'm done being medicated