I've been feeling so gone
Covered in lies, can't find the truth
Think I had it all wrong
Now I don't know which side to choose
Don't wait for me tonight
I don't need no one by my side
These drugs will get me right
Coloring in my black and white
Conceal my broken soul
Trying so hard to stay in control
Thoughts in my head, about to implode
I'm getting tired of letting go
Why are you looking at me with those eyes?
I brought you pain and now I realize that
Everything I did was wrong and I'm sorry
Everything I did was wrong and I'm sorry
Feeling like my brain is my own kryptonite that I just can't escape
Make the worst decisions 'cause it's in my DNA
There's no saving me, no
Throwing it all away
I'm on the verge if I'm being honest
Don't try to make me stay
'Cause I'm running away from all my problems
I've been feeling so gone
Covered in lies, can't find the truth
Think I had it all wrong
Now I don't know which side to choose
Don't wait for me tonight
I don't need no one by my side
These drugs will get me right
Coloring in my black and white
All the broken promises
Eating at me from within
Making me go back to my old ways again
There's one truth you won't admit
That we can never coexist
And I wish it was something that I could explain (Explain)
It's me who is making it hard for you
You'll cry when I split up your heart in two
It's me and there's nobody else that you can ever blame
(You can't blame, no)
Throwing it all away
I'm on the verge if I'm being honest
Don't try to make me stay
'Cause I'm running away from all my problems
I've been feeling so gone (So gone)
Covered in lies, can't find the truth
Think I had it all wrong (All wrong)
Now I don't know which side to choose
Don't wait for me tonight
I don't need no one by my side
These drugs will get me right
Coloring in my black and white
My black and white
My black and white
My black and white
Coloring in my black and white