Love hating is coming for you Lost pouring rain we walkin Within that emptiness in mind Cause we were just too young Now i wander I wander Everyone is hoping for sun to rise Somewhat I'm disgusted Do you think what we had was a lie The time when you were beside me All my life is fiction All my life is Now there is nothing in the cup Oh my heart is in the mud Seems like forever ago Pounding this heart full of emotions Now all I fear is feeling foreign I can't ignore what's being hardened Scared To fall in love again What we felt back then The times that we spent I can't Stand on my own Feels like the world's against me This weight on my chest I can't ignore what won't leave All my life is fiction All my life is What we could've, couldn't be What we could've, couldn't see