I've been hiding in the hills
Been taking way too many pills
They never work, I do it still
I've been spending all my bills on fancy stuff that isn't real
Distract myself from any feels, yeah I still feel 'em
But I don't sing ladee-dah
Even though I'm ladee-dah
'Cause you're always on my mind
Drives me crazy
I hate my heart
Hate my head
It all feels wrong
Makes me sick
When you're not here, then that shit blows
Love sucks, but you don't
I hate butterflies on me in case
Something's off in my brain
When you're around here I don't feel broke
Love sucks, but you don't
I've been on the edge of hell
My mom was worried 'bout my health
'Cause I only thought about myself and getting faded (yeah)
No, I'm still struggling to sleep
I want your face right next to me
Do I text? This new to me, I'm in my feels
I hate my heart
Hate my head
It all feels wrong
Makes me sick
When you're not here, then that shit blows
Love sucks, but you don't
I hate butterflies on me in case
Something's off in my brain
When you're around here I don't feel broke
Love sucks, but you don't (don't)
(Ooh) love sucks!
Yeah, yeah
(Ooh) love sucks!
So look at me all ladee-dah
You make me all ladee-dah
I'll give it all a fucking try
'Cause love sucks, but we're fine
I hate my heart
Hate my head
It all feels wrong
Makes me sick
When you're not here, then that shit blows
Love sucks, but you don't
I hate butterflies on me in case
Something's off in my brain
When you're around here I don't feel broke
Love sucks, but you don't
No