These thoughts are like holograms when I drift away This time, I'll be honest if you promise to stay And I'll wait, I'll wait for you I would help you, but my lungs are turning black too No-no-now the only place where I feel safe is deep within my head I tried to help myself, but wasted my time again And I've been slowly feeling less and less like myself I suspect it's just the drugs, but I really can't tell These thoughts are like holograms when I drift away This time, I'll be honest if you promise to stay And I'll wait, I'll wait for you I would help you, but my lungs are turning black too My stomach is turning, my vision is black Looking at my phone, waiting for you to come back Ooh, somebody help me realize What it means when you say, "Goodbye" Is this the end? I waited for so long Not even friends, 'cause I'm going solo I'll give it my best, but I'm not good at it yet Lying awake 'til now, it's still in my bed These thoughts are like holograms when I drift away This time, I'll be honest if you promise to stay And I'll wait, I'll wait for you I would help you, but my lungs are turning black too These thoughts are like holograms when I drift away This time, I'll be honest if you promise to stay I'll wait, I'll wait for you I would help you, but my lungs are turning black too