I buried our texts for the closure
Took up swimming just to pass the time without you
'Cause I'd read them back over and over and over and over
Can't be good for me to drown in paranoia
Recall as I spiral
Spinning cycles
Of my hopeless nostalgia
Nightly hunt my psyche
For what blinds me
To the reason
Tell me what you didn't see
I thought I tried everything
'Cause I go to therapy like every week 'cause
Something's wrong with me
But you've never been so happy
I heard you moved out to Modesto
Selling cotton-blended eco-friendly sandals
You blocked all your friends from our hometown
And you've become an anti-sentimental sellout
While I've worn right through the shoes you sent to my house
Tell me what you didn't see
I thought I tried everything
'Cause I go to therapy like every week 'cause
Something's wrong with me
But you've never been so happy
So tell me what's your secret?
Give me your reasons
For leaving all we had behind
A crushing disappointment
The ride of a lifetime
Ended on your time
Tell me what you didn't see
Who did you need me to be?
'Cause I go to therapy like every week 'cause
Something's wrong with me
I'm living in memories of your home street 'cause
Something's wrong with me
And I wish that you never made me wanna dream 'cause
Something's wrong with me
But you've never been so happy