I can't keep running from these feelings, I got issues
I know I got some scars and I know I need healing
I think this shit is all about to hit the ceiling
Cause it's way too much and it's way too much I been concealing
Got me thinking
Maybe it's just passed down and I'm bi-polar
One day it's love next day it's like I don't know ya
I got a lot of shit that's been weighing on my shoulder
Got me feeling like ain't no time to think it over
Turn my feelings off only got me feeling colder
And I try to hide it by rarely being sober
Gotta keep on fighting to the top and be a soldier
Don't wanna see you cry cause I'm feelin' like I owe ya
How do I go forward now?
I'm feeling so awkward now
Never let my wall go down
Feel the pressure weighin' on me til I fall and drown how
Do I go forward now?
I'm feeling so awkward now
Never let my wall go down
Feel the pressure weighin' on me til I fall and drown
Lately, I feel I don't need love
Hate to feel it's all bout me love
You do things I never asked you to
We play a game somebody has to lose
Ain't no way around unfortunately
My choices are hurting more than me
I can hear my conscious talk to me
Can't tell the truth from nonsense stalliln' me
Like, "Lord Please" show me the way
I can't tell what's real or fake
I'm hallucenatin' in a room full snakes
But it's only demons that my mind creates now
I can't stop
Running from myself
And I can't stop
Hurtin' someone else
I can't keep running from these feelings, I got issues
I know I got some scars and I know I need healing
I think this shit is all about to hit the ceiling
Cause it's way too much and it's way too much I been concealing
Got me thinking
Maybe it's just passed down and I'm bi-polar
One day it's love next day it's like I don't know ya
I got a lot of shit that's been weighing on my shoulder
Got me feeling like ain't no time to think it over
Turn my feelings off only got me feeling colder
And I try to hide it by rarely being sober
Gotta keep on fighting to the top and be a soldier
Don't wanna see you cry cause I'm feelin' like I owe ya
How do I go forward now?
I'm feeling so awkward now
Never let my wall go down
Feel the pressure weighin' on me til I fall and drown how
Do I go forward now?
I'm feeling so awkward now
Never let my wall go down
Feel the pressure weighin' on me til I fall and drown