I'm not, I'm not really good and I'm not socializing anymore I'm good at finding excuses I make in my mind to stay alone And now my face hurts I find myself smiling at strangers Even if I don't want to I'm always tired, I get blue You say it isn't normal to always feel this way But I ignore you Procrastinating my whole life Leaving space for a million doubts It's so busy in my head It gets so loud, and you say You should think more positive This is one chance only You have all that you need in this life Sometimes clouds get stormy Yeah yeah You should think more positive This is one chance only You have all that you need in this life Sometimes clouds get stormy Yeah yeah Yeah yeah Yeah yeah Yeah yeah I cry in and I cry out This room filled with tears that I can't count I keep it in and I let it all out And I can touch the ceiling My head goes around and round Now it's spinning And it's bringing me down I'm drowning, I'm not breathing I found myself reminiscing Now I'm carrying this heavy heart I feel like I'm falling apart And you say You should think more positive This is one chance only You have all that you need in this life Sometimes clouds get stormy Yeah yeah You should think more positive This is one chance only You have all that you need in this life Sometimes clouds get stormy Yeah yeah Yeah yeah Yeah yeah Yeah yeah