I woke up with my heart in pain
I've been so deep down filled my heart with pain
I've been smocking hard 'cause it always rain
Tryna heal my scars, I'm so full of hate
I remember seeing you, on the first day
Thought I could be needing you, on a first date
And my intentions leaking through, wanna keep you safe
And that marijuana reeking too, been high for days
I woke up with my heart in pain
So really nothing changed at all
I'm just tryna take it day by day
I question if I even should stay
And baby I don't want to talk
Can't you see that I am full of fucking scars?
I'm used to this (I'm used to this)
Yeah nothing came easy, is that a surprise?
You say that you proud, but can see in your eyes
I'm so fucking high, can you see in my eyes
I'm just tryna fight for a good life
I was so deep in my ways (ways)
I'm still so proud I could change (change)
I wanted money and fame (fame)
And I got spiritual gain
Now I'm just working for the come up
Everything is hurting and I feel like I'm in combat
Always pushing forward I'ma crash soon I'm a comet
Get depressed when I check Instagram
'Cause I ain't have the comments I used to
And it's all my fault
I built it all up just to let it fall
Anxiety killing me
Society killing me
I woke up with my heart in pain
I've been so deep down filled my heart with pain
I've been smocking hard 'cause it always rain
Tryna heal my scars, I'm so full of hate
I remember seeing you, on the first day
Thought I could be needing you, on a first date
And my intentions leaking through, wanna keep you safe
And that marijuana reeking too, been high for days
I woke up with my heart in pain
So really nothing changed at all
I'm just tryna take it day by day
I question if I even should stay
And baby I don't want to talk
Can't you see that I am full of fucking scars?
I'm used to this (I'm used to this)
I woke up with my heart in pain
I've been so deep down filled my heart with pain
I've been smocking hard 'cause it always rain
Tryna heal my scars, I'm so full of hate
I remember seeing you, on the first day
Thought I could be needing you, on a first date
And my intentions leaking through, wanna keep you safe
And that marijuana reeking too, been high for days
I woke up with my heart in pain
So really nothing changed at all
I'm just tryna take it day by day
I question if I even should stay
And baby I don't want to talk
Can't you see that I am full of fucking scars?
I'm used to this (I'm used to this)