Don't ask what it is
I don't wanna explain
The thoughts inside my brain
I turn back and stay the same
But will I regret my mistakes?
My feelings caving in
My time is growing thin
I guess I'll die from shame
But will the mermaids call my name?
If I go
If I go
If I down
Can we slow
Can we slow
Can we slow
Now?
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control now
Lose control
Let us go then you and I
On the journey of worries, thoughts of darker times
Tryna bottle up myself and meet the faces with a face that isn't mine
And hide behind a pipe and hope that everything would be alright cause
I've been in and out
Thoughts are going in and out
I've been keeping this shit in
But no one tells me get it out
I'm measuring my life with a coffee spoon
Like time started collapsing with the music in the next door room
Descent down the alley of growing pains.
I need an escape
I'll sleep it off and dream of something beautiful like mermaids
Who won't prolly sing to me but hey, its better that way
I won't lie anymore
I'm afraid
But ill keep my coat on my shoulder and my tails flying high
They'll laugh
I'll keep my shirt pinned right
They'll laugh and mock and say how frail I am
With a bald spot in my hair
Roughed up
It's who I am
Get it my friend?
Don't ask what it is
I don't wanna explain
The thoughts inside my brain
I turn back and stay the same
But will I regret my mistakes?
My feelings caving in
My time is growing thin
I guess I'll die from shame
But will the mermaids call my name?
If I go
If I go
If I down
Can we slow
Can we slow
Can we slow
Now?
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control now
Lose control
I'm Losing control
Of what isn't mine
Can I turn back the clock
Can I close my eyes
Coz I wanna fade away
Instead I smile
Cover the pain
I always let it hide
Trying to smile
I hide the pain
I
Close my eyes
To the outside
Call my name
I Cover my shame
Mermaids
Come take tonight
All I wanna do is rest my head for a while
Lay in your lap while it snows outside
Don't ask what it is
I don't wanna explain
The thoughts inside my brain
I turn back and stay the same
But will I regret my mistakes?
My feelings caving in
My time is growing thin
I guess I'll die from shame
But will the mermaids call my name?
If I go
If I go
If I down
Can we slow
Can we slow
Can we slow
Now?
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control now
Lose control