I can go with the flow or swim, It depends on the mood I'm in I've been lying to myself through the years But I guess that's what keeps me here ♪ There she stands and stares just to feed my insecurity Well, my friends say things behind my back But again, that's just what I think How fast can the wind blow? ♪ How strong am I now? Am I good to go? Growing old makes me feel like giving up ♪ Waking up is just too heavy to carry on ♪ There she stands and stares just to feed my insecurity Well, my friends say things behind my back