I'll start this with a question, like I should have done before So, like the title says, why not? Is it too much asking for more? My behavior is finally changing And I see things are slowly clearing Guess it's me after all I can't say it's not my fault It was all my fault after all It was all my fault I long to escape and yet to stay I'm sick of spending nights awake I don't know where I've been But I'm all ears now Awake at nights I dream of the day That we will look at this and say It was worth the risk and all the fights 'Cause now we're right where we wanted to Where we wanted to be Four years now That we've been on this band Did the 5 of us give a hundred percent? We never dedicate everything we can We just do what happens to fall in our hands We can still change and make our way I long to escape and yet to stay I'm sick of spending nights awake I don't know where I've been But I'm all ears now Awake at nights I dream of the day That we will look at this and say It was worth the risk and all the fights 'Cause now we're right where we wanted to Can somebody tell me what's holding us back from a better role? Are we dreaming wrong? Can't we tell reality from a fairy tale? And what's a fairy tale? Does it mean we've failed? How do I know I've failed? Please don't say it's all part of the game I long to escape and yet to stay I'm sick of spending nights awake I don't know where I've been But I'm all ears now Awake at nights I dream of the day That we will look at this and say It was worth the risk and all the fights 'Cause now we're right where we wanted to