Last year I turned 27 Motionless, sick and tired, tilted downward like a dying bird I'm getting cold and tortured in this figth My blood's running cold Ever since '78 there's been a foreign devil in me Yes indeed, I've heard him talking to me It's a black academy, a dark havoc Oh! My wounded soul is bleeding Oh! Face it! Stop this bloody handshake Face your bleeding heartache It's just flesh and blood Oh, I'm scared of the darkness and allergic to the light So I'm never gonna leave this world with style I'm gonna die like a rat here, run into the bushes It's a holy war And I'm lost in this darkness Thrown into the ocean Swimming in circles under the ice What am I gonna do when you leave me in the water? This lamb can't swim, no Oh! Face it! Stop this bloody handshake Face your bleeding heartache It's just dead skin Leave me alone, I can't stand this no more There's a hell of a row inside me Where did this come from? What's it's purpose? Whos gonna save me from myself?