Killing myself slowly So no one notices I have a pain growing But I can't pinpoint it You make me forget about those things sometimes Hope I'm not using you to get through this ride I'm a coward on the frontline I'm a hypocrite with my time I've spoke bigger things than white lies And I'm good at cutting my ties But you scare me 'Cause I really don't wanna fuck this up It's part of why I'm slowing down with drugs But I'm never pouring out this cup ♪ I've set the bar so low for myself that I trip over it every time I get up How do I let myself get to the point where I'm laying in bed trying not to throw up? And it's not a worry 'cause everyone knows that I practically do this shit for fun Last week, I looked myself right in the mirror and I said I hate us I'm a coward on the frontline I'm a hypocrite with my time I've spoke bigger things than white lies And I'm good at cutting my ties But you scare me 'Cause I really don't wanna fuck this up It's part of why I'm slowing down with drugs But I'm never pouring out this cup