I can't make sense Just tell you what I mean Why do I wake up and think about who I'm supposed to be It's never been a mystery Late at night you kissin' me Ashes of my past are chokin' me and make it hard to breath I don't wanna do this on my own Cause death is crawlin' up my leg And whisperin' it's comin' home And when the fuck will I feel whole I feel so distant from it all Feels like you're hangin' on my wall I bet that cell is gettin' small I don't wanna be here No more Why I gotta be here At all You fuck my head up Fuck my head up And I'm sick of it I'm so fed up Let me leave all this I wanna bash my head into the sink and fall asleep I don't wanna be here No more Why I gotta be here At all