I ain't gon' lie, been stressing 'bout the guap for a minute
Call her over, it's easier not to think when I'm in it
Sit in silence after, I don't wanna talk when we're finished
It ain't worth it, you would never understand the hell I been in
Smoke til' I'm in a panic then drink 'till I'm spinnin'
It been lowering my energy, don't wanna lose vision
All I'd ever want was love but all my trust in them digits
Rather battle all them demons all alone, don't wanna kick it
A&R's callin' my phone pitching, tellin' me I'm different
Couldn't name 2 songs, all I hear is bird talk
I know you a pigeon, comin' for my soul but I already been sinnin'
I feel like I'm dead, don't ask how I'm livin'
I been in my head, don't know why I can't pin it
If I did it all again, I would stop the beginnin'
Coulda been had bread but I don't like gimmicks
'Cause that shit is lame, only do this for my pain
I ain't trynna ride on no wave, I just get high, fly away
I just pretend I'm okay, when it's a lot on my plate
It be a lot that's at stake, pray the lord my soul to take
Lot of people talkin' down on my name
Then they gon' hit me up tell me I've changed
Don't want me up, know they want me the same
Try to pray for them, I'm losin' my faith
When I go out all my energy's drained
Only see E when I'm checkin' my gauge
Roll up some gas trynna fill up my tank
I'm a nice guy but I'm filled up with rage
Drown in my mind, really feel like a lake of fire
I'm just hoping to put it out
Damaged me, know I acquired
A bad taste, it was left in my mouth
I've been workin' overtime
Goin' numb but love my bank account
Foot got stuck, I'm in overdrive
And I hate how it's been playin' out
I ain't gon' lie, been stressing 'bout the guap for a minute
Call her over, it's easier not to think when I'm in it
Sit in silence after, I don't wanna talk when we're finished
It ain't worth it, you would never understand the hell I been in
Smoke til' I'm in a panic then drink 'till I'm spinnin'
It been lowering my energy, don't wanna lose vision
All I'd ever want was love but all my trust in them digits
Rather battle all them demons all alone, don't wanna kick it
A&R's callin' my phone pitching, tellin' me I'm different
Couldn't name 2 songs, all I hear is bird talk
I know you a pigeon, comin' for my soul but I already been sinnin'
I feel like I'm dead, don't ask how I'm livin'
I been in my head, don't know why I can't pin it
If I did it all again, I would stop the beginnin'
Coulda been had bread but I don't like gimmicks