I could read you like a book
How I knew some shit was off
And I hate how much it took
With your back against the wall
I just wonder why you couldn't keep it real through it all
This shit happened to you once
Don't you feel in the wrong like
Really I been hard pressed
Trynna move along yes
Locked in with my sorrows
I don't really got much heart left
Thought it was in my head
All the things that I said
Opened up to you about the past and where I've been
'Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues
When it started going wrong I would call on you
I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
Now I'm going through a lot and it's all on you
I ain't finna sugar coat it this the worst I ever felt
Woulda never guessed the stress you went and put on my bell
Think it's 2 months straight I was missing every meal
Working 80 hour weeks gave my all to you but still like
You gon' do this shit to me when I was Trynna go and build with you
Bonnie to my Clyde, girl I'd lie and go and steal with you
Got you living right, I was eating every meal with you
And with all these reasons still
I'm wrapped around you trynna heal with you
And they say the true colors really show when not around
All that woofing like you love me is it real I'm in the doubt
Stepping over all my feelings like you threw em on the ground
Late nights, no texts, got me thinking to myself like
Really I been hard pressed
Trynna move along yes
Locked in with my sorrows
I don't really got much heart left
Thought it was in my head
All the things that I said
Opened up to you about the past and where I've been
'Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues
When it started going wrong I would call on you
I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
Now I'm going through a lot and it's all on you
Now I'm adding to the reasons why I wish I never met her
Finna need a couple pages if I write em all together
I been treated like I'm lesser
How the fuck you think he's better
How we finna make it back i'm second guessing all my efforts
And I guess the only way to know is take some time
Is it weighing on your brain the way it weighs on mine
I got way too many questions but can't put together lines
Ain't gon lie to you this whole thing really changed my life
For the worse or for the better
I'on really know yet, hard to tell just like the weather
I be floating in the wind, on the daily like a feather
Got me ready for what's coming next I'm down to fix whatever oh
Really I been hard pressed
Trynna move along yes
Locked in with my sorrows
I don't really got much heart left
Thought it was in my head
All the things that I said
Opened up to you about the past and where I've been
'Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues
When it started going wrong I would call on you
I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
Now I'm going through a lot and it's all on you