Wonder why am I here?
Said I'd never come back
Guess I'm all that I feared
In this cycle once again
Wish I put it in the rear
But it's coming straight ahead
I hope the end is coming near
I'm entitled to regret
You fell flat but you took me under
No surprise I know misery loves company
I'm left stuck but it makes me wonder
If I'm good or did you take too much from me
I check the clock and it's still half past
I know the times running out on me and you once again
I been running round in circles trynna save what we had
But it's looking like it's nothing fading off into black I'm done
Look I been self aware
That's from the jump
All them reasons that you had with me at fault were really none
Single look behind the issues had me thinking "what the fuck?"
You ain't real with me, the facts are speaking loud you never was
But really though I'd be a hypocrite without the positives
You negatively influenced the reasons for my progress and
Then again when I'm reflecting I get time to process it
And recognize the way I've grown is so much more beyond this shit
Wonder why am I here?
Said I'd never come back
Guess I'm all that I feared
In this cycle once again
Wish I put it in the rear
But it's coming straight ahead
I hope the end is coming near
I'm entitled to regret
You fell flat but you took me under
No surprise I know misery loves company
I'm left stuck but it makes me wonder
If I'm good or did you take too much from me
I check the clock and it's still half past
I know the times running out on me and you once again
I been running round in circles trynna save what we had
But it's looking like it's nothing fading off into black I'm done
Trust me baby I know, we all make mistakes
But another thing that I know, is that I ain't crazy
And how you doing shit repeatedly at fault is so fugazzi
How you say you really love me but ignoring how you made me?
And I swear to god this shit ain't healthy who gon come to save me
I be blocking everything I hate to see I'm feeling shady
I been wishing niggas dead I never met, this shit changed me
Slowly turning numb to what's around me nothings phased me
Wonder why am I here?
Said I'd never come back
Guess I'm all that I feared
In this cycle once again
Wish I put it in the rear
But it's coming straight ahead
I hope the end is coming near
I'm entitled to regret
You fell flat but you took me under
No surprise I know misery loves company
I'm left stuck but it makes me wonder
If I'm good or did you take too much from me
I check the clock and it's still half past
I know the times running out on me and you once again
I been running round in circles trynna save what we had
But it's looking like it's nothing fading off into black I'm done