Lately I don't think I've really slept at all but
That shit doesn't matter no one cares I know uh
Tired of these problems I keep drifting off of
Look, fuck it
I hate everything
I don't even wanna breathe these are my last days
Feeling like I lost it all think of what's at stake
Member I was feeling hope when I'd see your face
Now it's all gone gone everything's turned grey
I don't need you my lover
What are your thoughts I wonder
No trust I can't recover
You said you're numb I'm number
Roundabout, here I am in this circle again
I thought I won, silly me, shit I never could win
Tough luck, that's life ain't no way I'll forget
The feelings caused like a brand on me I knew it would stick
I kept on shutting it down
We tried to figure it out
With endless convos bout the shit we thought would turn it around
But are you hearing me now
I fucking knew I was out
The energy we trading back forth kept putting me down
X and O's I kept on stringing along
I struggled harder to cope and I've been losing it all
I hate everything
I don't even wanna breathe these are my last days
Feeling like I lost it all think of what's at stake
Member I was feeling hope when I'd see your face
Now it's all gone gone everything's turned grey
I don't need you my lover
What are your thoughts I wonder
No trust I can't recover
You said you're numb I'm number
Everything around me just keeps burning down right to the ground
Losing opportunities I'm stuck in neutral out of bounds
Tired of the foolery I'm breathing heavy take me out
30,000 miles I've been running finally worn me down
Drowning I can't do enough been working on my breast stroke
Tried to face reality but it's too hard to let it go
All these people cap to me I tip my hat and breathe it slow
All goes back to baby cuz she used to be my centerfold
X and O's I kept on stringing along
I struggle harder to cope and I've been losing it all
I hate everything
I don't even wanna breathe these are my last days
Feeling like I lost it all think of what's at stake
Member I was feeling hope when I'd see your face
Now it's all gone gone everything's turned grey
I don't need you my lover
What are your thoughts I wonder
No trust I can't recover
You said you're numb I'm number