First time I met my brother I was standing at his tombstone Let's fuck something up for the last time it's been too long The pain never went away - even when the winter went away Too many people eating off my plate I can't stop now for that it I can't lie I cry at night (let's do it again) I can't lie I cry at night, been months since the last quiet night I admit I feel some type of way about everything right now Give me a chance to make it all good and I'll fuck it up I feel like that since the first class - about to give up Back in the day was handling the pain with me rolling up I tried my best, wish me good luck, it wasn't enough You see the pain in my eyes I think I am losing my mind Gun on my hip Roll on the fifth Empty the clip Get back what I miss I can't lie I cry at night (let's do it again) I can't lie I cry at night, been months since the last quiet night I admit I feel some type of way about everything right now