My home became a house again that's not a home Push everyone away, I rather cry on my own I can't tell no one, that's why I'm singin' this song No iced-out watch can make me happy at all Believe me, I tried I was getting my hands dirty, was done bein' polite Then I was tryin' to clean it up, was tryin' to be a good guy Don't say "Change your life," I changed it a couple of times But nothin' made me change my mind, I still Cry, bleed and drown in grief I was down for so long, now who's down for me? (Nobody I see) Twenty deep, in front of the corner store Like we about to go to war I can see it in thеir eyes, they don't rеally follow protocols Who will snitch on me next? Who will switch on me next? No real friends in the slums, no real respect The fuck did I expect? My liver is already givin' up and my lungs gon' be next Smoke 'til I'm dizzy, who really with me? Drink 'til it's empty, who really with me? Take the weight off my shoulders And I will never pick it up again I fought my biggest battles within myself Well, at least I know who I'm up against My home became a house again that's not a home Push everyone away, I rather cry on my own I can't tell no one, that's why I'm singin' this song No iced-out watch can make me happy at all