Runnin out of time runnin out of options Feelin that im gonna die feel my heart stoppin' Skip a beat than another beat Look at where am at i can taste the defeat As the chair gets kicked out from under my feet Lay me down to sleep and i dont pray because every time i speak Im reminded that i already sold my soul So there ain't no soul for the lord to keep Im a failure Worthless I can't even see a big house or benz I see graves and hearses Seein everybody that i once loved hurtin Knowing everything that ive said ain't working And I tried and tried and tried and tried And I've bled i've sweat i've screamed i've cried But one wanna stay now But everybody got something to say now I'm so tired of these same old games now And I hate what life became now And I don't wanna leave But I'm too scared to stay And i don't wanna breathe But im too scared to say How I feel about everything How I feel about life It's a constant fight Everybody say when you sad then they Feel sad but ive been down my whole life And everybody wanna say that they know how it feels but The fact is everyone's different Some people find help and saviors others Grab their wrists and. well you know the rest