Panic attacks locked in the school bathroom
While the football boys are banging on the stall door
It gets hotter, I can barely breathe
Too many people are staring at me
I just wanna get my lunch and go
And I can't fucking take it
Please just let me leave
(Ah!)
When I get home I just wanna make my music
Maybe if I stay locked in my room
My family will just leave me alone
Time is running out I'm losing faith
In both myself and any god that I believed in
I can't say it though, I'm on my own
(Ugh)
Oh no, I can't take it no more
I can't let my downfall be
Everything my parents want me to be
Don't talk to me or my friends
I would rather fucking kill myself than go to church again
Fuck, fuck, fuck
What will they do if they find out
I've been talking shit about them
When they piss me off like every day?
(Uh)
Shit, shit, shit
What if they all find out
That I have a girlfriend, I'm a girl
And it all works out only 'cause I'm gay?
(Ugh)
Oh no, I can't take it no more
I can't let my downfall be
Everything my parents want me to be
Don't talk to me or my friends
I would rather fucking kill myself than go to church again
(Fuck)
(Shit man)
(Fuck)
(Shit man)
(Fuck)
I'm so overwhelmed I don't even have time to be
(Shit man)
That pretty little girl I always want to be
(Fuck)
I'm so overwhelmed I don't even have time to be
(Shit man)
That pretty little girl I always wanna be
Oh no, I can't take it no more
I can't let my downfall be
Everything my parents want me to be
Don't talk to me or my friends
I would rather fucking kill myself than go to church again
Oh no, I can't take it no more
I can't let my downfall be
Everything my parents want me to be
Don't talk to me or my friends
I would rather fucking kill myself than go to church again