Is it bad to say
I'd prefer to be stuck here
I could at least fake happy
Keep people that I trust near
I don't wanna move on
But I can't find another way
It's time to get a move on
So please tell me there's another way
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna go
If only I could go back
And change the life I chose
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna grow
I know I can't escape from
The only thing I know
No, I'm happy I swear
I'll only get happier
The only way I'll know
Is if I leave and I pass as her
Is it good to say
I'd prefer to find love here
The friends I've already made
Are people that I'd hold near
I don't know what I've done
But I can't seem to make people see
I can't be proud of all that I've done
'Cause I can't seem to be proud of me
I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna see
If I ever end up
The me I wanna be
I'm terrified of myself
I don't think I'll succeed
I think I've peaked in high school
It's only worse for me
No, I'm proud of myself
I know that I can do more
But I don't want me now
To be all that I'm known for