Everything I loved let it get away Bottled up gotta let it free Pieces of my past in my hand Keep it all together I don't know if I can If you wanna leave wouldn't hold you They wouldn't believe it if I told them It's hard to breathe when you're lonesome Why they only there when they want some I'm a soldier I can see the vultures Getting closer to the end I don't need a friend I don't play to win I don't wanna drown now I just wanna swim Ima let it marinate while I try to elevate Looking for the better things I just wanna celebrate How I do it effortless Product of my father Something like some medicine, I don't even bother I don't even look, read them like a book I can feel the friction, I can see they shook Something like the blind, they don't see the signs You say that you different, I can tell you lying Trying to hold it down with the world on my shoulders I just wanna live, buy a crib, never owe none I don't wanna stress, tried to forget I know I can't do it on my own, need a rest Dear God