My insecurities are eating me alive
And I spend every waking moment stuck inside
Console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine, but I'll
Cast aside my fractured mind
And maybe I'll forget I wanna die
Wake up just to waste away, feel the poison inside my veins, and I
I think our parents were right again
Fuck the game, it's so hard to win
Don't tell me lies, my heart is open
Criticize my heart, I'm broken
Terrified of words unspoken
Second try's just for a notion
My insecurities are eating me alive
And I spend every waking moment stuck inside
Console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine, but I'll (but I'll)
Cast aside my fractured mind (mind)
And maybe I'll forget I wanna die
Felt this way since 18, yeah
Dropped out of college, though no escaping, yeah
I liked it, you liked this, and I hate the excitement, whatever
When I think that I'm going somewhere, I never I'm
Fucking sick of your honesty like I give a damn
Don't call it a dusting, it's an avalanche
Avalanche, not a chance, saving me your elephant
My insecurities are eating me alive (and I don't wanna live life like this)
And I spend every waking moment stuck inside (can't seem to figure it out)
Console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine, but I'll (but I'll)
Cast aside (aside) my fractured mind (mind)
And maybe I'll forget I wanna die
(Console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine)
(But I'll cast aside my fractured mind)
(And maybe I'll forget I wanna die)