There is much I wonder about a great many things (Heylog) I understand that Do you? You make it so hard to live I feel like I'm in hell My parents ain't raise no kid Who'll just end up killing himself I could shut down And no one will ever find me I could lie down And see you there next to me I need you to focus I'm crying, I'm broken But no one really cares how I'm feeling so hopeless I hate your guts, and I hate your friends I realized you all suck, so I'll just cut you instead Now I think of you less, 'cause I thought highly of you So I distanced away to try something new I'm steady being myself, something you'd never do But I still wish you the best, even though I still hate you ♪ You texted me I'm not sure what to say I'll respond in a week Maybe two, maybe three Avoiding us and move on Though I still write you in songs It's the emotions you hold That never feels wrong ♪ God I'm so disappointed at everything that I do I'll play some guitar, record a couple of loops But it ain't met with my standards So I start something new At least I put in some work Which you'll never do Taking pics of the wall Add a plant and a book, write a verse and a bridge 'Cause I ain't good with no hook I keep repeating myself Am I speaking too much? I'm not a person who talks, so I'll just chill in the back and watch!