The less time with a pen The more grammatical mistakes I've made But I've tried my best and Tried to write with my emotion On a backend receipt. yeah Maybe I woke up in a hospital bed I wanna feel safe May think I'm going mad Feel like my desire has gone far away But I'm stuck in in lonely night I'm still missing It was kinda a miracle I threw away something Could fill my heart and I'm still tripping and I know this is what I've wanted Found that every word that you'd ever said to me was true Say you want me to stay But I walked away Say you want me to stay Won't do it again It's too long on my phone And all I wanted is feeling alive Outside Stop telling me how it is gonna be I'm so sick of it Maybe I woke up in a hospital bed I wanna feel safe May think I'm going mad Feel like my desire has gone far away But I'm stuck in in a lonely night and I'm still missing and It was kinda a miracle I threw away something Could fill my heart and I'm still tripping and I know this is what I've wanted I've found that every word you'd ever said to me was true Say you want me to stay But I walked away Say you want me to stay Won't do it again I'm still missing It was kinda a miracle I threw away something Could fill my heart I'm still tripping and I know this is what I've wanted I've found that every word you'd ever said to me was true Say you want me to stay But I walked away Say you want me to stay Won't do it again I'm still missin' It was kinda a miracle I threw away something Could fill my heart I'm still tripping and I know this is what I've wanted I've found that every word you'd ever said to me was true Say you want me to stay But I walked away Say you want me to stay Won't do it again