What's the point in being honest? When I'm honest, I can't help you Time to slip away, this time I think I'm bein' selfish Lost myself a while ago, I swear that I can't help it Who's the kid I used to be? I wish that I could help him I'm just a kid and my feelings are hurt When I'm lost in the crowd You're the one, put me first When I'm down and I'm out Tell me more, that you love me (love me) Remember I was eighteen Thanking, god you're still alive Said you hate me, any timе I said goodbye It's just, baby, faith is believing еvery lie You said you stopped but you say that shit every time I was eighteen Thanking, god you're still alive Said you hate me, any time I said goodbye It's just, baby, faith is believing every lie You said you stopped but you say that shit every time You're the type to throw salt in the wound Who woulda known? Guess that's what I get for leaving you home That's how it goes If I told you that I love you, then I'm honest You're never honest, I hated that I want it Take my temperature, I'm heating up, I'm sorry The trauma haunts me, I dream about it often To put it softly, there's nothing else I think I could've done What's the closest I can get to make you quit Cuz' fuck these drugs (fuck these drugs) Remember, I was eighteen Thanking, god you're still alive Said you hate me, any time I said goodbye It's just, baby, faith is believing every lie You said you stopped but you say that shit every time I was eighteen Thanking, god you're still alive Said you hate me, any time I said goodbye It's just, baby, faith is believing every lie You said you stopped but you say that shit every time